What If? 2

Time stands still in the dark

it stretches into the unconcious

things you didn't know

as you lie awake

but haunt your dreams

and your mind plays tricks on you

when you let it be still.

the medication numbs

it dulls the beating pulse of pain

of desperation and despair

sadness is copeable with

disgust at humanity and oneself dulled,

as you start thinking

maybe there is a point after all.