Time stands still in the dark
it stretches into the unconcious
things you didn't know
as you lie awake
but haunt your dreams
and your mind plays tricks on you
when you let it be still.
the medication numbs
it dulls the beating pulse of pain
of desperation and despair
sadness is copeable with
disgust at humanity and oneself dulled,
as you start thinking
maybe there is a point after all.